My Relationship OCD
More often than not, our past experiences inspire and direct our actions, reactions, responses and even the thought process. We always let our experiences - good or bad, guide us and our perceptions. Needless to say, she also let her experiences guide her and now when she's about to start a new phase of her life, all the experiences are pushing her into rOCD or Relationship OCD - its just that she didn't know, not until that night at least. Growing up, she had her fair share of heartbreaks. The first one was when her school friend chose someone else instead of her and still continued to lead her on - until the day she chose to cut down the ties. The first heartbreak, the painful one led her to believe that maybe she didn't love him enough. Didn't love him enough to make him stay. Didn't love him enough for him to see how much he meant to her and to the great extents that she would go just to make him smile. Every single thought about her shortcomings made her lo