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My Relationship OCD

More often than not, our past experiences inspire and direct our actions, reactions, responses and even the thought process. We always let our experiences - good or bad, guide us and our perceptions. Needless to say, she also let her experiences guide her and now when she's about to start a new phase of her life, all the experiences are pushing her into rOCD or Relationship OCD - its just that she didn't know, not until that night at least. Growing up, she had her fair share of heartbreaks. The first one was when her school friend chose someone else instead of her and still continued to lead her on - until the day she chose to cut down the ties. The first heartbreak, the painful one led her to believe that maybe she didn't love him enough. Didn't love him enough to make him stay. Didn't love him enough for him to see how much he meant to her and to the great extents that she would go just to make him smile. Every single thought about her shortcomings made her lo
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Playing with Fire

It was an ordinary day, or so she thought. Catching up at work, she met a colleague – a friend, if you may say. Harmless. Needless to say, it was just one meeting that attracted them to each other. They grabbed some lunch and talked. They talked about their lives – the people in their lives and life in general. He was engaged and she – she was committed to one soul mate in her life. However, the commitment could not suppress the fire in them - the fire of attraction, the fire to know each other – to feel each other.                She thought it was just one lunch and then it will be back to being colleagues, until she got a text later that evening. One simple ‘Hi’ is all it took for the fire in her heart to soar. However, she did not know what he felt. All she wondered was if he would acknowledge the fire in her heart. A simple hi turned into a conversation and slowly into a series of compliments about her beauty.                He is playing me, she thought, I am not that beau
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A Wish in the Heart

I love u till the end and then also You were my life u r my dream You are the only one on my mind... Wish to go back Wish to hold u tight Wish you never left Wish you were by my side... O’ my dear Separation is what I fear It is hard to live without u It is hard not think about u Every time I close my eyes Together I see us Ohh that is a dream... Vanishes when I embrace the reality... Wish to live my dream Wish to close my eyes forever That shall be just to see u as mine... Just to you live in your eyes To die in your arms… Wish you could hear all this Wish you could come back Its time I let go Its time I learn to live But how should I My life is you Just you...
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The Love

There are so many people around me they love me alot. Their love is simply irreplaceable. Yet something’s missing. There’s an emptiness. An emptiness of someone special. The arms unheld, feelings unfelt as if waiting for that one to show up. The emptiness grows strong and strong with each passing day. The arms desperate for your embrace,  Feelings restless to be expressed. Waiting to feel your presence the day when there will no more be emptiness. The warmth of your hug all so new all so sweet cant think how it will be in reality. A warm hug in cold weather walking around holding your hand. Just wanna hold u tightly and never let you go For our love isn’t a game It’s our life our promise, meant to be together forever.
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